The Beginning Of Winter » Feeling

Not feel good…

Dominic — Mon, 21 Mar 2011 13:07:19 +0000

I actually wanted to write a lot here, but server was unavailable in past 2 days which killed what I thought of recently. Anyway let me make a summary here about what I was impressed and experienced.

Blakie (Chien-chou Chan, 陈建州，黑人) and Fanfan (范范，范玮琪) finally decided to get married after 10 years love long-distance running. I was so so impressed of their relationship when watching the TV show Kang Xi Lai Le (康熙来了) especially during Fanfan sang the song 最重要的决定. I can feel how hard they have gone through together and how sweet they can feel from their relationship. Best regards to you.

” The Last Song (最后一支歌) ” , I was very touched by this movie, it makes you have to consider what the real love is. The love between sister and brother, the love between girl and boy, the love between son and father, the love between daughter and father. When the son was afraid of his father saying goodbye to him and cried naively, I was lost… ” Love is fragile, we’re not always its best caretakers, we just muddle through and do the best we can and hope this fragile thing survives against all odds. “

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The ending song MV of the movie - When I Look At You MV – performed by Miley Cyrus

The last thing, I miss my high school life, I want to go back, sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much…

Life is beautiful…

Dominic — Fri, 04 Feb 2011 09:41:38 +0000

A korean series, “Life is beautiful” (人生是美丽的/人生很美丽), production of SBS. It’s about a family’s daily lives with a main storyline of a love story between two men. One of them is a closeted homosexual who is a doctor, politeness, talent, kindness… all of these can be found from this excellent guy, but also loneliness, distress, pressure… Another guy is a photography lecturer who is a divorced coming out gay with a ex-wife and a cute daughter. Stories between them or these two families are very fluctuating, doctor has a very very great mother although she is his stepmother and a considerate and comprehensive father, eventually he choose to come out to his families and get understanding from all of his families. But the photographer has to face so many challenges from his mother since his family is in important position, from his own minds since he has a daughter…

Actually I don’t like Korean series at all, boring, redundant, childish focus… however, I was very, very touched by this one… I cried many times and feel so distressed… It’s almost impossible for me to cry because of any virtual stories but it did happen for this time, it seems I have become one of the characters inside the story… The actors represent the leading roles very excellently, thank them so much to let me being deeply touched… but anyway… like the title of it, life is beautiful… I hope so… I hope my life is beautiful… isn’t it?

63 series in total is quite long, but it has been re-edited by some guys to describe the stories only between two men. You have to watch them. Strongly recommended.

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Dominic — Mon, 10 Nov 2008 03:06:47 +0000

Nov. 7th
It’s the beginning of winter today. Today is my birthday in Gregorian calendar. There isn’t any a celebration or party for me besides the SMS wishes from my friends. But an extraordinary ceremony for Novo Nordisk was performed this morning which is for ground breaking of NN filling plant in Tianjin. The ceremony gathered many leaders from headquarters and governments even Danish ambassador in China. Of course our CEO also came around whom I saw first time. The guy looks older compared with his appearance in People TV or magazine which was aired or published by company. At that time I thought being a top leader have to be in old age to make sure he has a great deal of experiences no matter on technique and management. However a young man appeared accompanying those leaders astonished me in two sides which is age and looks. Ok, the looks are not very important although I am always concerned about that?? but he looks really much younger than others has age ranged around 20. I talked with my colleagues about the young guy to conclude the reason why he can be this kind of level in NN in such young age is that he is son of one of important directors of NN or the company belongs to his household. It is a pity that I had no chance to catch a picture of him. I hope I can get another opportunity to see him. Novo Nordisk will expand her diabetes business in china unprecedentedly where has the biggest market increase all over the world. I think NN will be more famous in China.
No matter how I think this is really a tremendous gift for me in my birthday although it is not very relevant to me. But maybe it is implying a big development will come to me??
The world financial crisis has been crippled so major stock market has been restored to normal. I am not sure whether our company was impacted by this crisis to get a slow economic increase or stock was recessive. One time when I took taxi from Teda to Tianjin the driver asked me that question and I said no matter what happened people have to consume medicines when they encountered illness, so consumers in this area were settled.
Another thing I’d like to say something is US presidential election: Barak obama beat John McCain to be the first African-American president in US which is very historic. But I got from website actually Chinese government don’t want democratic party to control America because they will make economic relationship with China more tight and will challenge China’s human right much frequently.
Still in US, the law of same-sex marriage in California has been banned by government since it effected several month ago. Emm.. it is a little pity, I am not sure because no one can judge this problem with a just and objective attitude I think so. If the same-sex marriage is totally wrong why some European countries can accept this kind of union?
Okay, let me review my personal life and mind in past days and months. I have been experiencing a challenging project for more then five months and the project will be accomplished by December. It is for making smart training materials and providing them to production for training new employees. And it is pending whether I will go working in this project as full-time employee when this function is created. It will be realized though conditions reached recently. I am not sure it is good for me or not but I believe I can know more people then I work there and maybe will get some big accomplishments. God bless me!
LOVE, WHAT IS LOVE AND WHERE IS LOVE AND ALSO CAN I GET LOVE?
This is 24th birthday for me. I haven’t found any real loves in past 24 years. What I hope is someone can offer me a chance. No, I think it depends on fate. Let it be random…
Please let me make a desire here which is…

such a cheeky nation!

Dominic — Tue, 02 Sep 2008 02:45:45 +0000

recently the kind of news from korean major media came into my eyes chinese anti-korea emotion is raised.
finally the emotion has been explosive since korean snatched chinese traditional culture and defied china’s territorial policy such as they registered chinese dragon-boat festival to be world cultre heritage owned their country from international organization, they did day dream they think chang-bai mountain (bai-tou mountain called by korean) should be owned by korea and some rough korean athletes claimed the cheeky thinking in last winter asian-games.
Ok~we do not want to dispute with you about these boring problems. BUt this morning when i got into a korean newspaper website lead with that we should treat chinese with enthusiastic and modest attitude to relieve the tight situation between two nation’s civilian.
the reason of that is from the chinese reaction for the korean athlete delegation in beijing 2008 olympic games just ended last month.
they think we didn’t applaud for them when they came into stadium in opening ceremony and they also think we cheered for japanese baseball team during the match between korea and japan which was serious enemy before to chinese…they consider all of these abnormal phenomenone occured due to chinese anti-korea emotion…
hehe ,what a narrow nationality korea is. no one (of course except korean) can imagine a nation, a development nation angried for applause. it’s funny.
for some of korean and this newspaper, i wanna say please be aware of the reason why some of chinese didn’t like you. china is a glorious nation with vast-minded didn’t and will not and never want to argue with you about such boring and strange problems. you snathced our culture and declared you are the original of chinese traditional culture, you faked history of asia, several chinese and japanese celebrities are korean in terms of your theory, you asked some map published companies for modifying the name of japan ocean and some others. don’t you know almost all of people around the world have known japan ocean since they learned about asian history and geography? how stupid you are!
please don’t treat us with enthusiastic and modest emotion you declared. we can not accept such “respectable treatment” from “honorable korea” (some of chinese call them “大寒冥国” by the same pronounciation means “cold hell”). we only hope you can know yourselves deeply and please do me a favor for not being nationalism overmuch.

Olympic spirit imagination

Dominic — Tue, 19 Aug 2008 01:55:02 +0000

2008 Beijing Games has been kicking off for several days and the whole world are focusing on the big party belonging all human beings. No matter the most magnificent opening ceremony or the best situation of Chinese athletes reported positively by world medias in past days, but also chinese audiences enjoyed games and cheered on jocks unprecedentedly. Things going well. But a wonder that people like winner do not want to stand to lose emerged from my brain. Especially winner in competitive games depends on the final score will get applause from people for any scores but silence for any fails. In men volleyball match China beat by Italy we can see the viewpoint definitely. Of couser I know china’s audiences have good judgment for everything and i just hope we can be more neutral.
However sometimes some athletes did what exactly can not be satisfied for us. One typical athlete (I am not sure whether we can use this word to describe this woman for her terrible competition) named Bao Yingying represented unprofessionally during fencing women team final and result the team lost just because she lost 26 scores individually in total 45 score games! I am not angry for her fail but for her olympic spirit. As a professional athlete the woman should fence actively not always defended roughly so as to lost the games. Another man named Liu Xiang of course you know that guy pulled out of the 110m hurdles yesterday. Also most of people can not forgive his rough performance. We can’t appraise whether he has been suffering from injury definitely or he pretended for great pressure to defend his title in motherland? Even though he did have injury on his right tendon he should finish his competition in any case that is a good reponse for more than 90,000 audiences in Bird’s Nest natinal stadium. But he quit his run with tearing off No.2 card and left without any action.
Anyway China is becoming more and more powerful and meanwhile we have to improve our ethic for any aspects.

WORKING ONE YEAR

admin — Tue, 04 Mar 2008 07:06:58 +0000

one year.
what one year?
my work, well to say career is more exact.
March 1st last year i came to the company with light rain.
at that time i was still student but i was full in hope and confidence, i hoped myself and trusted myself i can do my best. till now i think the hope and confidence are very proper to me and all my thinkings are right.
in fact i made a lot of changes on myself this year.
from student to employee, this is a huge transformation. but i do not feel there’s more changes in the environment where i study, i live, i work and i joke…contrary it is more relaxed and comfortable than any departments in university.
okay i do not want to say so many for the first year i worked. because anything is new to me. it is obvious that my judgement is not objective, i am too young to understand the ruls of the real society.
best wishes for me.
trust me.

THINK ABOUT LOYALTY

Dominic — Fri, 15 Feb 2008 07:30:08 +0000

hello!
from now on i will prepare my any articles in English.
hope i can keep at..
a serious problem puzzle me deeply recently,you know the international trainee project of our company has been on.
it surprise me with that bachelor also can apply for those positions. i thought i need to try at that moment when i saw the information from website.
so i had rigorous brain work long time.
but finally i think this thinking is bad to me. i decide to give up this idea.
why?
most important is loyalty!
i just graduated no more than 1 year. i have more to learn in coming days.
and more and more works i am responsible for now, i think i can do better in my current position.
i need opportunity but i need stable step more and more.
i trust myself…